Friday, January 16, 2009

Just Another Day

a fight with the boyfriend

seeing friends at a church event, but they see through me

succumbing to polite conversation with acquaintances

overhearing another acquaintance on the phone with a mutual friend as she closes me out and asks if there's room for her to sit with them at the event...

not even knowing those friends would be there, because we don't spend time together anymore

watching people ten years my junior walk in with their husbands and babies

seeing married friends enjoying the evening with their spouses and in-laws

escaping as soon as i can, because it's silly to be crying over these things

just silly